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Monday, January 26, 2015

MY SHOCKING AND PAINFUL COLONOSCOPY

It has taken me awhile to write about this subject and I also have a family medical crisis that I am dealing with, so blogging time has been difficult to fit into my schedule. I shared with the world on my Stay Healthy Fitness Facebook and Instagram that I was gearing up for my 50 club first experience at having a colonoscopy.  I took my husband a few years ago and all went fairly well, and I have also been re-assured by many that the prep is the worst part and the rest would be a breeze.  Sadly, this was not my experience.

Let me share that I have a very high pain threshold, had both of my children without drugs or epidurals, and in general it takes a great deal of discomfort for me to complain.  The prep for the colonoscopy was horrible, and I nearly vomited up the Moviprep solution each time I had to drink it.  I expected that so I was prepared that this was not going to be fun, and within an hour of drinking the solution, my frequent bathroom visits began.  It felt like self-induced stomach flu of the worst kind and I retreated under several blankets after each run to the commode. I had to drink more solution at 3:30am and continue the toilet runs up to the time of leaving for the hospital at 7:30am.  Needless to say by the time I was done, my poo looked like pee, and I lost 5lbs literally overnight, not the recommended or safe way to lose weight, but understand it needs to happen prior to this type of procedure.

I went into the procedure thinking that after the toilet trauma was complete, the rest would be smooth sailing, so I was ready for my short nap and passing with flying colors colon report.  The doctor was great and explained everything thoroughly and the nurses took really good care of me. I was covered with warm blankets, IV in place and ready to move to the procedure room.  Once the IV anesthesia was administered, I fell asleep quickly but what happened next was like an excerpt from a horror movie.  All of a sudden, extreme pain in my stomach started happening and I felt myself screaming that “it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, and to stop, stop, stop”   and I felt trapped in my mind and my body was enduring pain equivalent to child birth.  In the distance, I did hear a loud voice say “do you want us to stop” and I do remember saying “wait a minute, wait a minute, wait a minute”, and I was thinking if they stop, I would have to do this again and there was no way that was going to happen.  I do not know what I sounded like or how I moved during this process of extreme pain under IV sedation and was hoping someone would help me.  It could be more pain relief was placed in my IV, but I do not know that.  What I do know is that the pain was unbearable and unbelievable.  My colonoscopy was far from a breeze and I felt traumatized by the event.  The doctor did explain in my haze state upon check out that my colon is very compact with many bends, which caused a rigid application of the scope and caused pain similar to childbirth during the procedure.  His recommendation was that I go under general anesthesia for my next colonoscopy. 

It took my body a couple of days to recover from the anesthesia and I did not feel good physically or emotionally about what happened to me.  I had to know if others experienced extreme pain during a colonoscopy and began my research online and discovered that yes, I was not alone.  What a relief that I could read forums of so many sharing my same story and I think this is what bothers me the most.  I believe that in the paperwork received prior to the procedure that it should be outlined that extreme pain with colonoscopy can be experienced, and that measures will be taken to make the patient comfortable in that event.  I went in to my colonoscopy with a positive attitude and came out with post-traumatic stress about the event. 

I am not writing this to say that I am now against having a colonoscopy and do believe in preventative medicine.  I am happy to report that my colon is clear for ten years, but will be investigating different avenues of colonoscopy approach the next time.  I am writing this to inform people that extreme pain can be experienced, and it is not always a breeze for everyone.  I am in the percentage of those who do not respond well to colonoscopy and for those who have undergone and share my experience, you are not alone.  I was shocked to discover this about myself and now as I have always been, remain a voice of information about health related subjects.  It is important to be informed and your own health care advocate and hopefully the documents pre-colonoscopy will be revised to include a thorough statement of colonoscopy procedure expectations.

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7 comments:

  1. You had the wrong type of anesthesia. Next time you should find a physician who administers Propofol for colonoscopies. I have had it AND professionally administered it as a Certified Registered Nurse Anesthetist and this would NOT have happened.

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  2. thanks for your feedback Linda. Since the procedure I received my official report and it did come back as patient tolerated procedure poorly, and I have been diagnosed with a long tortuous colon. This is a rare genetic condition that I am now aware of and can proceed with alternative avenues in the future, to include as you mentioned a better anesthesia for my body. Take good care and Stay Healthy

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  3. I am so sorry to hear about your negative colonoscopy experience. I, too, had a bad experience that I was not expecting, and ended up traumatized for months. It would have helped if the doctor & staff had shown even the slightest bit of compassion, or returned my call when I just wanted an explanation. I feel betrayed and trust is gone.

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  4. I also feel betrayed and lied to. I am 65 yo, and was tortured with a sigmoidoscopy some 15 years ago by a VERY CALLOUS MD. A sig. Is much less than a colonoscopy, and the attending nurse told me I should have been sedated. ......... thank you for being an advocate, nurse. I sense the MD had some big tuition bills due for kids in private college, and a squirming, tortured patient wasn't going to stop his jamming of that scope up my very twisty colon. So, whenever I have a physical, I always decline and always have a flashback to that torture. I guess that's like PTSD. And my pain tolerance is high. NEVER AGAIN!!

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    1. Sorry to hear about your horrible experience and I understand how it could instill fear to not pursue further testing. It sounds like you may also have a tortuous colon which would require specialized testing procedures. I plan to put in the research and have several discussions with docors before going through this again. Take good care and Stay Healthy!

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  5. I just had mine on Monday and it was the worse expierence of my life and I am still crying a few days later.
    I went in informed and a trooper as I have had my surgery so in the past. I also told them that I have a high tolerance to pain medication and that it would take a lot to knock me out. No worries they said you will be taken care of.
    I had to have a Scope and Colonoscopy and they did the scope first...okay not so bad...it was gaggy but not painful.
    They had given me 100mg of fentenly and 5 Versed and even though it was uncomfortable I remained awake and still a trooper.

    It was the colonoscopy that changed the game....they went in and I was crying and screaming for them to stop, I also know it wasn't possible but I was awake...the nurse was told to give me 50 fentynol and 2 Versed and that didn't work at all I was completely awake...doc tells her to give me Benadrryl and I said why I am not having an allergy attach....
    I was last patient of the day and I think they hurried me....I was shelled out wide awake and after 10 minutes the doctor came out and spoke to me.
    I too have a tortours bowel and he said it was extremely difficult with all the loops...well he didn't have to tell me I felt it all..like someone with a metal prod ripping at my insides.
    I was given a juice and then as fast as I was out I was asked if I was ready to go...what should I say so I said is my family waiting for me...they told me they were in the waiting room...they were not there...
    I am now suffering spurts of crying that I can't understand...I am crying as I write this. I feel like it's post tramatic stress and I have taken the week off work...I tried to go to work two days later and broken down bawling so my boss drove me home...I feel alone but reading your experience has helped me a bit

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    1. Sorry to hear about your colonoscopy experience. I do understand what you are going through. You're not alone. Reading forums was helpful for me to get through the PTSD from the event. I recommend diving into those and sharing your experience as you've done here. When you are in a position of no control of what's happening it feels scary and dreamlike. It may also be helpful to speak to your physician or seek professional counseling. Coming to terms with having a tortuous colon also provided relief. I will be able to be in control of future procedure protocols. Take one day at a time and glad you have taken time off. Again, you're not alone and feel supported in that you will be OK. Be well and Stay Healthy ~ Darla

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